I tried to spend my time with somebody new

I tried to find some places to change my point of view

I tried to find place to take me from this blue

But every one still reminds me of you…..

Still reminds me

Devilianangel–July, 2008

Once (about 6 years ago), Kahitna sang this song

HIks…but tonight it is putting me on edge….

yep, mendua aku tak mampu..mengikat cinta bersama denganmu

maaf jika kau terluka saat aku memilih dirinya….

I m sure you know the reasons are….

I hope this is the best decision for the four of us…..

It discussed about spirit and ethos ……

One sentence making me really tuned in was said by the guess (Mr. Jonathan)

He said that ‘the essence of life is life itself’

Hence, my memory remained to the 1.5 year ago

About  that time she said the same thing with Mr. Jonathan

She shared that love used to be her essence of life

But, she realized that it was wrong……….

Life is life……

and there will be no love if there is no life…

Therefore, love is just an accessory of life

Even though this accessory can take the essence of life itself

I write it for u my friend (u will know n realize if u read this)

U will find one true accessory and maybe plenty of other accessories in ur life

But the essence of ur life is that u re alive now n tomorrow

]]> http://devilianangel.wordpress.com/2008/07/11/life/feed/ 0 devilianangel http://devilianangel.wordpress.com/2008/07/08/when-its-love/ http://devilianangel.wordpress.com/2008/07/08/when-its-love/#comments Tue, 08 Jul 2008 06:36:37 +0000 devilianangel http://devilianangel.wordpress.com/?p=10 ]]> How do I know when it’s love, I can tell u love last forever..

How do I feel when it’s love, it’s just something u feel together

when its love

cieehhh how romantic these words are…

eittt it doesn’t mean that i’m in love but…………

these sentences are a part of Van Halen’s song (the title is when it’s love)

yupppp i like this song as other songs from them

how do u imagine if guys which had long hair also rockers can be so romantic like this ….

tapi bukannya rocker2 itu emang romantis ya….

ahhhh meracau neh siang 2 disuruh jaga ruangan sendirian…mana panas lagi (31 derajat bo’)

dah ah kerja lagi…….semangat semangat

averagely during this half day, i was locked outside my working room

hehehehhehehe fortunately Mr. Yoga came and i asked him whether i could sit in his room or not???

Thank Mr. Yo

wehhhhh next time…make ur own key copy…

ps. Prystis microdon was on my lunch table…wuekkkk

The lesson from Kung Fu Tse this morning….’justice, truth, and love are words that should be implemented not only be understood’

that’s not an advertisement of a GSM provider

but yessss my presentation is postponed

it means i have more time to fix my proposal…

ohhh …Ganbate Kudasai..

Thanx to Ms. Sulastri (ohhh how kind u re )

Still continuing my first post..

It s all about my country condition again…

Even the price of everything (almost everything) in my country is much cheaper than in Thailand

But our (most people) capacity to buy is also much lower than Thai

Today, I just read a news from newspaper that made me think more and more….

I read that some people (most them are father) kill them self

and… their reason to suicide is economic reason (hiks hiks…)

Ohhh I think that my expensive holiday should be canceled..

It feels improper with this circumstance

a word that I almost forget now,

this day, during my lunch time….

while i was sitting alone (uhmmm then Ms.Sulastri came)

i heard many stories about how expensive a school now…

What made it interesting was the side of the story teller

yup, i heard it from father’s side

in brief, they felt so worry about their kids future in this very expensive world

and… my mind went to the future..

how expensive school fee for my children will

but on the other hand, i feel so thanksfull to the God

that made me born in the right time so i could join the school

that also gave a me an opportunity to get my master degree abroad without paying money at all

Thank You God…and I m so sorry if I ever forgot You

from fathers side