I cut off my hair…I think it s pretty
I tried to spend my time with somebody new
I tried to find some places to change my point of view
I tried to find place to take me from this blue
But every one still reminds me of you…..
Still reminds me
Devilianangel–July, 2008
KAHITNA……….
Once (about 6 years ago), Kahitna sang this song
HIks…but tonight it is putting me on edge….
yep, mendua aku tak mampu..mengikat cinta bersama denganmu
maaf jika kau terluka saat aku memilih dirinya….
I m sure you know the reasons are….
I hope this is the best decision for the four of us…..
This morning (around 7.30 am) i heard a talk show in Smart radio
It discussed about spirit and ethos ……
One sentence making me really tuned in was said by the guess (Mr. Jonathan)
He said that ‘the essence of life is life itself’
Hence, my memory remained to the 1.5 year ago
About that time she said the same thing with Mr. Jonathan
She shared that love used to be her essence of life
But, she realized that it was wrong……….
Life is life……
and there will be no love if there is no life…
Therefore, love is just an accessory of life
Even though this accessory can take the essence of life itself
I write it for u my friend (u will know n realize if u read this)
U will find one true accessory and maybe plenty of other accessories in ur life
But the essence of ur life is that u re alive now n tomorrow
How do I know when it’s love, I can tell u love last forever..
How do I feel when it’s love, it’s just something u feel together
when its love
cieehhh how romantic these words are…
eittt it doesn’t mean that i’m in love but…………
these sentences are a part of Van Halen’s song (the title is when it’s love)
yupppp i like this song as other songs from them
how do u imagine if guys which had long hair also rockers can be so romantic like this ….
tapi bukannya rocker2 itu emang romantis ya….
ahhhh meracau neh siang 2 disuruh jaga ruangan sendirian…mana panas lagi (31 derajat bo’)
dah ah kerja lagi…….semangat semangat
hiks hiks hiks
averagely during this half day, i was locked outside my working room
hehehehhehehe fortunately Mr. Yoga came and i asked him whether i could sit in his room or not???
Thank Mr. Yo
wehhhhh next time…make ur own key copy…
ps. Prystis microdon was on my lunch table…wuekkkk
The lesson from Kung Fu Tse this morning….’justice, truth, and love are words that should be implemented not only be understood’
H A P P Y
that’s not an advertisement of a GSM provider
but yessss my presentation is postponed
it means i have more time to fix my proposal…
ohhh …Ganbate Kudasai..
Thanx to Ms. Sulastri (ohhh how kind u re )
hmmmm
Still continuing my first post..
It s all about my country condition again…
Even the price of everything (almost everything) in my country is much cheaper than in Thailand
But our (most people) capacity to buy is also much lower than Thai
Today, I just read a news from newspaper that made me think more and more….
I read that some people (most them are father) kill them self
and… their reason to suicide is economic reason (hiks hiks…)
Ohhh I think that my expensive holiday should be canceled..
It feels improper with this circumstance
Cherish…
a word that I almost forget now,
this day, during my lunch time….
while i was sitting alone (uhmmm then Ms.Sulastri came)
i heard many stories about how expensive a school now…
What made it interesting was the side of the story teller
yup, i heard it from father’s side
in brief, they felt so worry about their kids future in this very expensive world
and… my mind went to the future..
how expensive school fee for my children will
but on the other hand, i feel so thanksfull to the God
that made me born in the right time so i could join the school
that also gave a me an opportunity to get my master degree abroad without paying money at all
Thank You God…and I m so sorry if I ever forgot You
from fathers side
